Liz, yo (oulan) wrote,
Liz, yo

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The sick

So I went to the hospital yesterday, as planned. I had to pee so bad, but she told me my bladder wasn't very full, which was kind of wtf, but whatever. She kept pressing on my abdomen, making me need to pee just that much more. And when she was jabbing me in the right side, it hurt so much. She told my mother that the results wouldn't get to my doctor until later in the week. Then I went and had my blood drawn. Brie was working there and she almost got to be the blood sucker but she couldn't find a vein so the other lady did it. It didn't hurt, which was weird.

Then I went over to Andrea's and we went out so I could get gas and she could return a few games. Minimal walking, but it felt like I'd been on my feet all day. I feel so drained and exhausted all the time. It feels like I'm depressed without the actual depression. I don't know how else to describe it, really. When I wake up, I'm tired. When I walk down the hall to the bathroom, it feels like I really have to push myself. And when I go to bed at night, I just pass out completely. I don't dream. And it feels like I've only been asleep a few minutes before I wake up again.

I'm so tired.

I don't even feel like playing any of my games. No FF12. No Flyff. No Midnight Club. Not even Animal Crossing. I haven't been on that in a couple days now.

I have to take my brother all the way to Fitchburg today to buy clothes for school. I just want to sleep.
Tags: gunblades don't fire, my sick, v. games, very personal
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