Liz, yo (oulan) wrote,
Liz, yo
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God, why?

My mother has tomorrow off. Maybe it's for the best. I find myself less and less interested in the internet and the things I do on it lately now that the whole schedule is fucked. I get totally bored around noon of every day. I miss everyone I used to talk to at night and the people on during the day are almost impossible to force myself into conversations with. Not that I don't love my friends, it just gets boring. Most of them only share a handful of my interests and we've talked about them pretty much all we can. Nobody I RP with is on at the same time as me... Just Tim. And those who are on and RP with me usually... forgot or found other things to do. I'm not angsting over it, really. I just get bored. And feel boring. I hate feeling boring. It's like, the whole situation makes me feel like I should be getting into fandoms and groups and things I normally hate just to keep the interests of my friends and actually have something to fucking talk about. I'm picking fights with everyone, even when I don't really mean to.

I was going to make the layout for kpop_uploads tomorrow. I guess maybe I can do that when my mother goes out to Home Depot in the morning, but if it doesn't get done, it doesn't get done. I'm hoping she goes out tomorrow night so that I can do voting on kmusic_lims. I fucking hate this. It's all I can do to stay up at night to wait for her to fall asleep so I can post voting or winners or whatever. And then I have to be up again in four hours to get her and my brother up but does she fucking care? No, of course not. And if I fall asleep waiting, she gets pissed off and yells at me. I mean, come ON. I'm running on four fucking hours of sleep here.

Give me a fucking break.


PS/EDIT:



Because my man makes me feel better about my world.
Tags: chotitimes, imagery, shedevil, very personal
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